Monday, July 6, 2009

THE BENEDICTION

MOOD: CONFUSED
TRACK: RYAN LESLIE: HOW IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE

The Benediction

Greeting all! I truly hope this post finds you all in the highest of spirits and the best of health.

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately and I've come to the conclusion that I have to do what's best for me. I know it sounds a bit selfish, but if I don't look out for me, who will? It's sad that people enter your life and cause chaos and confusion, but they are there for that purpose...learn from them. I look at those types and know exactly what NOT to do and how NOT to act.

Some people enter your life and stay for a season while others stay for a lifetime. I've only met a few that have stayed for longer than a season, but everyone of them has served their purpose. I just pray that I don't make the mistake of making seasonal friends lifelong ones because in the longrun, they're not meant to be.

There are always wolves disguised as sheep that try to bring you down...I have gained the ability to spot them out. I know who's down for me and who's not. I'm re-evaluating some people and some things. If I cut you off, don't feel bad and please don't be mad. You were only meant for a season and that season, just like autumn, has come to an end...

It's time to give the benediction...

Until we meet again...

Peace & love...

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Independence Day

MOOD: BLAH

TRACK: ALICIA KEYS- DRAGON DAYS

INDEPENDENCE DAY

Greetings Blogworld! I hope this entry finds you in the best of health and the highest of spirits.

Happy 4th of July Everyone!! Hope you all had fun hanging out with family, attending cookouts, and watching fireworks. I didn't do any of the fore mentioned things. I was at home in my room almost all day. It's not that I didn't want to partake in any of the festivities going on, it's just that I had something more to celebrate. I was celebrating being alone. See, what most people don't understand is that there is a difference between being alone and being lonely. I am far from lonely. What better way to celebrate being alone, then...well being alone?

I have grown to love my own company and I think it's important, especially if I expect others to enjoy my company. How can I expect them to appreciate my company if I don't, so I took the time to hang with myself.

I stayed home and watched movies, wrote in my transcript, and just enjoyed the silence. Sometimes you just need a lazy day to sit back, relax, and do some refelction. To some, this sounds boring, but I had a great day. I hope that you all can take out the time to enjoy time alone. Take a lazy day for yourself and do nothing.

Until we meet again...

Peace and love...

Friday, July 3, 2009

NEW DAY

MOOD: REFRESHED
TRACK: RUDY CURRENCE-HERE WITH YOU

NEW DAY

Good day blog world! I hope this entry finds you in the best of health and the highest of spirits.

I woke up this morning in my usual early morning mood...irritable. To say I'm not a morning person would be an understatement. If I could sleep every day til noon, I probably would. So, when i had to get up at 6am in preparation for work, I was less than thrilled. But, when I was on my way to work I saw the sun rising. It's amazing how little things can completely change your perspective.

Every day is a new day. I know what you're thinking. Duh! But it's so much more than just a new day. It's a new opportunity. A new chance to right a wrong, pay back a debt, get over a grudge, meet someone new, or just celebrate the day. Take advantage.

until we meet again,

peace & love...